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  “No. No, I believe you.” After he’d made love to me, how could I not believe him?

  “Then what is it?”

  He was right. I had daddy issues. But I didn’t want to bring them into this relationship, because believe it or not, I was starting to think this was the healthiest relationship I’d ever been in in my entire life. And that included my relationship with my parents.

  “It’s fine,” I said. “I can respect your boundaries.”

  Owl grinned at me, eyes prideful like he was a doctor who’d just witnessed a breakthrough in his patient.

  He helped me get dressed and then we went back upstairs. The house was mostly clear of people. A few girls were getting their coats on, preparing to head out the door. Hawk rose from his throne with Ellie in his arms.

  “Hey man, I’m about to take Kira home. You want me to take her too?” Owl indicated the naked Ellie lying happily in Hawk’s massive arms.

  “No, I got her,” said Hawk. “She can sleep it off and drive herself home in the morning.”

  I caught Ellie’s eyes as she went up the stairs in the arms of Hawk, a man who had passed her around to his friends. A man who had been fucking another girl when we came into the house. A man who’d looked at her with the same intensity that the man who called himself my boyfriend had bestowed upon me. But I was the one walking out the front door while she was being carried upstairs and into a warm bed where she wouldn’t have to sleep alone tonight.

  “You ready, baby?”

  I plastered on a fake smile and took Owl’s hand. I followed him out into the cool night air.

  Chapter Fifteen

  I sat on the couch in Owl’s living room after my morning classes. He’d invited me over for lunch. I’d been hoping for some afternoon delight between the two of us. Owl sat next to me with an arm around my shoulders, his chin rested on the top of my head. The television was off. There was no music. But there was entertainment going on in front of us.

  Ellie stood completely naked in the middle of the room. She was sandwiched between Eagle and Crow, who also stood completely bare. Ellie’s head rested back against Crow’s shoulder as he reached around and played with her taut, pink nipples. Eagle ran his dark hands up and down her body and over her bare pussy.

  Crow sat down on the couch before them. He brought Ellie to kneel on the floor. He spread his thighs and offered her his dick. Ellie took it eagerly. Eagle stretched out on the rug beneath her, coming to lay flat on the floor. He guided her hips over his face and pulled her pussy to his lips.

  “You hungry, baby?”

  It took me a moment to make out Owl’s words. I stared at him for a full thirty-seconds as I turned those three words over and over in my head. I was hungry, but it wasn’t my stomaching that was turning itself in knots, aching to be filled. Owl smiled at me as though he knew exactly what was going on in my body.

  He turned away from my mute expression and addressed Hawk who sat in a chair beside us. “You want a sandwich, Hawk?”

  “Yeah, thanks man,” Hawk said from his chair as he watched his girlfriend get fucked by his two other friends. “Get Ellie some cold orange juice, will you?”

  “Sure thing. You want a drink, Kira?”

  I swallowed, still unable to get out any words.

  Owl smiled. “I’ll bring you something.” He disappeared into the kitchen, leaving me siting next to Hawk as his girlfriend climaxed on Eagle’s tongue.

  I’d watched porn flicks with boyfriends before. I’d sit beside them on the couch trying not to roll my eyes. Or I’d lie next to them in the bed and try not to fall asleep. Porn was often unrealistic and boring to me. It was done by men for men. The women were only props who stared vacantly at the camera and did a far poorer job than I’d ever done of faking it.

  In contrast, I couldn’t take my eyes off of the live action scene before me. Crow and Eagle were clearly showing off. They were each vying to see who could make Ellie come harder. I’d never watched another woman come. I’d watched them fake it, of course. But this, the expression on Ellie’s face, the sound that came from her gut, this was all real.

  I watched Eagle alternately lick long strokes, then fast strokes up and down the length of Ellie’s pussy. Then he’d open wide and suck her entire core into his mouth.

  Ellie, whose head had been buried in Crow’s lap, released Crow’s dick with a pop. Eagle grinned triumphantly as Crow scowled.

  “I’m gonna come,” Ellie announced.

  But she didn’t need to announce it. The signs were clear all over her body. Her hips, which had been moving in a steady wave over Eagle’s tongue, jerked erratically. They jerked up and down in quick staccato movements. Her upper body convulsed as her thighs shook. Ellie’s eyes closed.

  I watched her, trapped in that stillness I’d come to know so well thanks to Owl. It was like riding a roller coaster where you slowed down as you reached the topmost part of the ride. There was a slight pause at the top before you went down. That part where no one is screaming yet. That part where the wind isn’t yet on your face. That part where you can feel the space between your heart beats. It’s not long. It’s just one second, but so much happens in that second to make it feel like an eternity. There’s so much awareness in that second that you sense everything.

  And then you speed down. Your heartbeat goes beyond your control. The silence of it fills with your cries. The wind rushes across your body and knocks you over.

  I watched Ellie get to that point, that peak. I watched her hold her breath. Her eyes opened, and she sought and found Hawk.

  Hawk clenched the armrest as he stared at his girlfriend. It was as though he sat right with her on that precipice, experiencing everything she felt in that moment. He held his breath, his chest paused. His fingers were white from clenching the armrest. At the first guttural moan of Ellie’s orgasm, Hawk let out a sigh of his own. His body seemed to get knocked back into the chair as hers crashed down into ecstasy.

  I realized that he wasn’t the only one who’d sighed in relief. My body sagged, too. I sighed right alongside Hawk.

  He turned to me and smiled. A prideful look brightened his severe face. He looked like one of those parents whose kid just scored a touchdown at the big game. But instead of scoring the touchdown or playing a flawless concerto, his girlfriend had just came as a result of one man’s dick in her mouth and another’s tongue in her pussy. I had to ask.

  “You’re not jealous?”

  Hawk frowned, but didn’t take his eyes off Ellie as he answered me. “Why would I be jealous?”

  I looked back to the scene before us. They’d flipped Ellie around and she was airborne. Crow was still seated on the couch, but he had Ellie’s knees in each of his hands. Her legs were thrown behind his shoulders. Her pussy was now in his face. Eagle was standing up. He had Ellie’s upper body in his arms. Her face was now impaled on his dick.

  “She’s fucking other men,” I stated the obvious. “I don’t understand how you can watch this and not get upset?”

  Hawk gave me his attention now. “Look at her. She’s happy. She’s blissed the fuck out. She’s being taken care of.”

  “By other men.”

  “Men I trust. Men I know. Men who have my back, so I know they’ll have my girl’s back. I’m not an asshole. I wouldn’t let some random dick fuck my girl.”

  Ellie moaned around a mouthful of Eagle’s dick as she came again, this time on Crow’s tongue. Crow smirked at Eagle as he evened the score.

  Hawk turned back to the show, sliding his hips down onto the edge of his chair. It reminded me of my dad settling in to watch Sunday football games while my mother made him dinner. But where my father always wore a sour expression and berated my mother’s cooking, cleaning, and appearance, Hawk’s expression when he looked at Ellie’s trembling body was exactly what I had always imagined love would look like.

  “And she doesn’t mind that you step out on her?” I asked.

  “You make me sound like I’m som
e sleazoid who will fuck anything in a pair of panties.”

  “Aren’t you?”

  Hawk smiled, but didn’t look away from Ellie who was now upside down. Eagle flipped her hips off Crow and up and over into his face. Ellie’s legs went over Eagle’s shoulder and her pussy was back under his tongue. With her torso hanging down, Crow took advantage of the situation by teasing one of her breasts with his fingers and another with his tongue.

  “I was.”

  It took me a moment to understand the meaning behind Hawk’s two words. I’d lost interest in our conversation watching his girlfriend get flipped and passed around like an acrobatic sex toy.

  “Before Ellie, I’d fuck any and everything in a pair of panties. That is if Eagle hadn’t gotten them off the girl first. But Ellie…” He shrugged his shoulders as he looked back out at the scene.

  Eagle and Crow held Ellie between them now, each taking a hole. They pumped into her pussy and ass like a seesaw until she came for a third time. I had forgotten that I’d asked Hawk a question, and he hadn’t completed his thought. I’d assumed he wasn’t going to continue until he did.

  “Ellie settled something in me,” he said. “It’s like… Do you remember the first time you had an orgasm?”

  Did I? It was a very recent memory, but I wasn’t about to tell Hawk that.

  “That’s what it’s like. Like I’d been jerking off with other girls. It felt good and all. But when Ellie showed up, it was like I actually nutted for the first time in my life. I don’t know if that makes any sense?”

  It did. It made perfect sense.

  “Don’t get me wrong, I still like to ‘jerk off’. I don’t hide that from her. She knows exactly what I’m about. I showed her who I was the first time I touched her, and she accepted it. She accepted me. There are things I like, like rough sex, which I won’t do with her. I’ll go find somebody else for that. But most of the time I’d rather come home and fuck her, or watch her get fucked. She’s fucking beautiful when she comes, isn’t she.”

  I looked over at Ellie. I looked at the unbridled joy on her face. I looked at the two men cradling her in their arms as they brought her to another climax. I looked at the man who loved her revel her pleasure.

  “Most girls try to hold on to their man so tight because they think he’ll cheat,” Hawk continued. “There’s no lies between me and Ellie. No deception, no tricks. No need to hold on because I’m not going anywhere for too long. She knows I’m always coming back home to her, that I’m going to wake up beside her every morning.”

  Owl returned with a platter of sandwiches and drinks. He planted a kiss on my head before he sat down and we watched Ellie climax for a fifth time.

  Crow withdrew from Ellie, his dick dripping with her juices. I watched a few drops splatter down onto the floor. A healthy dollop hung from his cockhead as he made his way over to the side of the couch where I sat. His dick swung between his legs all along the way. The drop of fluid was more sticky than watery and it dangled like a reverse yo-yo with the cum as the string and his cockhead as the roving ball. He reached for a wet wipe, which seemed to be all over the house, and wiped his dick with one wipe and his hands with another.

  Eagle hefted a dazed Ellie into his arms. His bare dick also swung back and forth as he made his way across the room. But Eagle’s dick had been buried up Ellie’s ass and there were no drippings coming off of him.

  Eagle reached Hawk and handed Ellie over and into her boyfriend’s outstretched arms. Hawk curled Ellie up into a fetal position in his lap. He gazed down into her glazed face with that same prideful look of love bright on his face. He stroked her hair and her eyelids and lightly kissed her swollen lips.

  My attention broke from their intimate moment when Crow sat down on the other side of me. His dick, which was still semi hard, looked at me from his thigh. He reached over and grabbed one of the sandwiches Owl had made for everyone. “Hey, Kira.”

  “Hey…hi Crow.”

  “Want a bite?” He extended the chicken salad sandwich to me.

  I shook my head. “No, I’m good. But thanks.”

  “I been meaning to ask you something,” Crow said after he swallowed a huge bite of the sandwich. “Your nipples. Are they a light brown like caramel? Or more a dark chocolate, like a Hershey’s Kiss?”

  My mouth fell open at the audacity of such a personal question, especially while my boyfriend sat just behind me. But then again, I’d just watched this man fuck another man’s girl in a filthy, arousing, acrobatic, hot way while her boyfriend and my boyfriend watched.

  “Owl won’t tell,” Crow said after the final bite of his sandwich. “He said I had to wait for you to show me. Can I see for myself?”

  My finger went to the top button of my shirt. I had no clue if I was about to clutch the fabric surrounding the button or pull it open. I didn’t know what I wanted to do?

  I looked to Owl, the man who for the last few weeks had complete control over my pleasure. Owl shrugged, leaving the decision entirely up to me.

  I looked to Ellie who lay with her head resting against Hawk’s heart, his fingers twined around hers. Ellie tore her gaze from Hawk and regarded me. Her eyebrow tilted up in that challenging way, just like Owl’s did. In fact they all seemed able to do that eyebrow tilt thing. Looking around the room, there were five eyebrows tilting up at me.

  “If you show him your tits,” said Eagle. “I get see your pussy.”

  My index finger circled the plastic button of my shirt. “Is this some sort of initiation to the gang?”

  “We’re not a gang.” Crow laid his head on my breasts and looked up at me with puppy eyes. “We’re just friends.” He leaned his head over to poke with his nose behind the flap of my shirt. “I’m guessing their Hershey’s Kisses. I could suck on Hershey’s Kiss all day long.”

  Eagle came and sat on the coffee table before me. “We’ve all shown you ours, Kira. Show us yours.”

  Chapter Sixteen

  They waited patiently for me to pop open every button of my shirt. Once the last clasp was free, Crow spread the edges apart and down my arms. He inclined his head at my bra. Though Eagle may have used a bit of peer pressure to get my shirt open, I knew that no one would force me to do anything I didn’t truly want to do. I undid my bra and let it fall off my chest.

  “Look at that,” sighed Crow. “They’re dark like Kisses. Can I kiss them Kira?”

  “I…”

  Crow stuck out his tongue and took a swipe at one of my nipples. “Tell me to stop if you don’t like it,” he said around a mouthful.

  I gasped as both my nipples instantly hardened into tight points. Owl gave my breasts plenty of attention on a regular basis, but there was something about Crow’s tongue that was…different. I looked down as Crow took another taste. He curled his tongue in a way I can’t describe. Then he flattened it out and circled my entire areola. A low moan escaped me as I tried to keep my eyes open and watch his technique.

  “I think she likes it.” Eagle leaned back on the table.

  My head dipped back, and I saw Owl’s chin. I stiffened for a moment, fearful that he’d get angry at my reaction to another man’s touch. Owl leaned down and smiled at me. He planted a light kiss on my lips. My head rolled into the middle of his chest and I heard his heartbeat. It was in tune with mine.

  As Crow switched to the other breast, Eagle parted my thighs. He reached for the elastic of my panties, and with Owl’s help in lifting my hips, Eagle slid my panties off and put them in his pocket. Then he knelt down on the ground and disappeared under my skirt.

  “I love the contrast of a chocolate pussy,” he said. “Brown and pink are a fucking hot combination. My favorite is brown, pink, and the white from a girl coming. It’s like a Neapolitan ice cream sundae.” Eagle’s head reappeared. “I’m gonna make you cream, Kira. That cool with you?”

  My response was gurgled as Crow chose that moment to suck my nipple hard.

  Eagle rolled up my skirt. He reached into a side
table drawer and pulled out two sex toys. Neither were the long traditional dildos I’d seen before. Neither were they like the small vibe Owl had gifted me at the beginning of our relationship.

  “You get in that ass, yet?”

  I realized Eagle was talking to Owl.

  “No, but she likes to be rimmed. She’s had anal sex before but she’s never liked it.”

  Owl and I had never talked about that, but like all things to do with my pleasure he somehow knew.

  “She will tonight.” Eagle grabbed some lube and rubbed it on my asshole. I squirmed at his touch, but in a good way.

  He held up a small, squat dildo with a stoppered end. He looked me dead in the eye as he oiled it, waiting for an objection. I realized the dildo looked so different than anything I’d seen before because it wasn’t for the vagina.

  I opened my mouth. I had no idea what I was about to say, but it didn’t matter. No words came out. Crow chose that moment to bite my nipple.

  They all chuckled as I bucked and jerked. Though they were using toys on me for my pleasure, I felt like I was the shiny, new toy that everyone wanted to play with and use for their pleasure.

  Eagle swirled the butt plug around my anus. Owl was right. I liked ass play, the rimming part where he’d flick his tongue down past my clit, past my pussy, over that patch of skin that connected my pussy and my anus, and then finally flick open my back door.

  That tiny patch of skin that was my anus had more nerves than my clit. Owl would have me dancing around the bed as he laved over it. None of my exes had bothered much with that. I’d been thankful in the past when they at least oiled me up before venturing inside that entrance. Eagle played, teasing with me, until I felt my ass hole puckering like a thirsty baby.

  I felt fingers grazing my temple. Owl stared down at me, a light, thoughtful smile on his face. He brushed his thumb across my eyebrow, then over my cheekbone.

  I forgot that another man was about to push a dildo up my ass. I forgot that yet another tongued my left tit. I wasn’t even thinking about the couple sitting off to the side watching the whole exchange go down. My entire world narrowed on Owl as I lay against his chest with pleasure swirling all around me.